it really annoys the shit out of me that my boyfriend thinks it’s perfectly fine to continue regular chatting with his ex. i don’t think he understands that no matter how much i know he loves me, for as long as he continues to talk to her, i will always be jealous, i will always be afraid, and i will always have doubts; because at one point in time, she was the one he loved. and that scares the shit out of me. it’s almost enough for me to leave just so i have the certainty that i won’t be hurt later. i really don’t like negative vibes, and just the thought of him communicating with girls he used to have feelings for - that is just the way to get at me.